Repentance is not Just Baptism and Re-baptism
I wanted to share just a short message about baptism and true repentance and what it means and what it doesn't. When I was a youth pastor, I used to bring groups of kids up to camp, and I remember that some of the same kids would make the same decisions to follow Jesus and repent every year, and then they'd fall back into the same sins, and then the next year do it all over again until all of the church staff, all of the youth leaders realized that probably these kids aren't serious. And of course, as these kids then grew to adulthood, nothing changed; it was still the same cycle.
What happens is you get a conviction, praise Jesus everyone, and at camp you hear the preacher, or you go to big church, and you're convicted, and the pastor gives the altar call, so you go to the front, you get prayed for, and you say, "Lord, I confess my sins," and someone should come pray with, and the pastors surround you, they pray for you, and you feel really good at that camp, at that moment up on the mountain, you feel great. But then you go back down the hill, and then life happens, you go back to sin, you feel guilty, and so what do you do? The very next year you go to camp again, you hear the preacher, and you feel conviction again, so you go back up to the altar, and you repent again, and you ask Jesus into your heart. Now I see this same cycle not just with junior high or high school students, but I now see it with adults, and somehow they're trying to appease conscience before God by baptism and rebaptism, repentance and re-repentance, but the thing is they're still stuck in this cycle of sinning. Then after they sin, they feel guilty, so they say, "What do I do? I'll find someone to pray for me, I'll find someone to cast out my demons, I'll find someone to rebaptize me," and so they go and find a preacher to preach at them, to cast out their demons, to pray with them, to rebaptize them, and they're just like that junior high kid that I took to camp many years ago. As soon as they go through the ritual of the rebaptism and the re-repentance, they feel good about themselves, and they relapse a day later, and the cycle begins over again.
Jesus did not come to die on the cross, to resurrect in three days, to only set you free to go right back into the sin cycle. Remember how Jesus talked about how a dog goes back to the vomit, a sinner goes back to his sin like a dog goes back to the vomit, and Jesus said, "Whoever sins is a slave of sin, but whoever is set free is set free indeed." And the Son of God came to set sinners free from sin so they would not keep on breaking the law of God and then falling into sin and feeling guilty and then doing it all over again. Of course, none of us are perfect; we read in John 3 about how the condemnation isn't that we weren't perfect, but that people love darkness more than the light of the truth because their deeds were evil. So we can't just say to ourselves, “well, we're going to repent one time, and then we're going to be forever perfect, so we never have to confess”; that's not what I'm saying. But when we are serious to follow Jesus, the Son of God starts setting us free from these sins, some of the very obvious sins first, like a profane tongue, slander, you know, gossip, hatred of others, lustful thoughts, pornography, all these sorts of sins that haunt men and women, we are set free of those, and then those other sins that we didn't even know about, the Lord starts to convict us of those things, relationships, things that we were doing throughout our day that were unfruitful, and as we continue to walk with the Lord, he purges us and purifies us and cleanses us from unrighteousness, and he renews our mind and restores our conscience.
But what if you are like the Christian who I knew in junior high who continues to go to camp to feel convicted, to repent, and go right back to it? What if you're like the Christian who continues to think that you have to be rebaptized in different water by a different person to baptize you in order to feel spiritual? Then you have a problem because you're putting your faith in something that's not real. You keep on thinking you're going to jumpstart true faith by just getting baptized again, by going to another confession again, by going to another altar again, but you're still falling into sin. It reminds me also of the parable that Jesus taught about the person going to war, that king who has to decide if he has enough to wage war against another king, or does he first go and try to see if he can make peace, and every single person has to find in themselves if they really want to walk with Jesus and count the cost, or if they're not going to count the cost of discipleship.
Do you have in you what it takes to really repent and desire righteousness? I hope that for you repentance is real because for too many people it just ends up being this cycle of feeling guilty, so they repent, and they go right back to sin, but Jesus has promised a better way of setting you free so that you can be free from this indeed, and that you can go and tell other people that you have been set free from your demons, just as Jesus set people free of their demons in his day, he will also set you free if you're serious. So we want to pray for those of you that are serious that want to be set free. If you haven't ever been baptized, I do encourage you to be baptized, but being baptized over and over again is not the solution for you to make up your mind to be holy and pure. You have to set in your heart just to do it, set in your heart to follow Jesus, and then start getting those things that you know are sinful out of your life that you can live in holiness.
So I want to pray for those of you that don't want to be stuck in the sin cycle anymore, but that want to be set free in Jesus's name and choose to walk forward with him, not as those that walk in darkness, but those that walk in the light. So “Lord Jesus, I pray for my fellow brothers and sisters who want genuine repentance, that have tried to repent before, but who have continued to fall into the world, who have backslid. I pray that you would pick them up, that you would save them from their sins, that you would cleanse them from unrighteousness, and that they could enter back into your kingdom, that you would purify their heart and their mind, and they would walk in the newness of life, and that you would purge them and purify them and continue to cleanse them from unrighteousness, that they can walk with their new robes, ready for the marriage supper of the lamb, that they can be ready for you, and not like those who don't have on their robes or who you turn away at the door because they never got ready. So I pray for my fellow brethren who desire righteousness, and I pray that more people come into the household of faith in your name. I pray, Lord Jesus, amen.”
It's all about making up your mind, guys. It's incredible what the mind can do to convince yourself that you can't repent. People will say, "Well, I have a demon, so I can't repent." They will say, "Well, I have family members that cause me to sin, and I can't leave them." And so your mind can easily do these gymnastics to make you think that it's impossible to repent, but for those of us that have faith, we put our faith in the Lord, and what's impossible for us is possible with God, and if you believe that God can do anything, then you can believe that he can set you free from sin. If you believe that he resurrected a man from the grave, and that he was resurrected on the third day by the power of the Holy Spirit, and that he gave the disciples the Holy Spirit at Pentecost, if you believe all these things, surely you have faith enough to believe he can set you free from your demons, your lust, whatever it is that haunts you, he can set you free if you have faith to believe. But if you're like those that have no faith, remember in the Gospels we heard that those places that disbelieved in Jesus, Jesus could do no mighty work there, he could do no miracles in those towns because of people's lack of faith. If you lack faith, you're not going to see miracles, you're not going to see God's work in your life. If you start believing the devil that your demons are stronger than God, and your demons are going to take you to hell, and that you're worthless, then you're not going to be able to walk in the light, but if you believe Jesus cares for your soul, and he loves you, if you believe the gospel message, then you can hold fast to your faith in Jesus, and you can overcome sin because Jesus has already made the way through his death and his resurrection, called the atonement, he's already made the way for us to be sanctified.
But you have to choose to make up your mind, be like that king who makes up his mind to come against the other king and go to battle, start waging war, start feeding your spirit and not your flesh. Too many people think, "Why is my flesh winning?" And all they've fed all day is their flesh, day after day, so no wonder why your flesh is winning when you haven't prayed, when you haven't given yourself to Jesus. No wonder your flesh wins every day, every day is because the man that you feed is the one that's going to win. So are you feeding your flesh, are you feeding your spirit, are you speaking the words of life because the words of life are in you, or are you speaking in the tongue of Satan, cursing? It's crazy how Christians profess Jesus, but their tongue is brackish, their tongue is salt water, yet they think it's also pure water. They speak all sorts of blasphemies against God, they're always cursing, every cuss word comes out of their mouth, yet they think that they're Christians. This should not be named in the kingdom of God. If you put your faith in Jesus, he cleans up your mouth, he cleans up your mind, he gives you new thoughts, your thoughts are on the kingdom of God, they're not in the gutter, you're not contemplating the next dirty joke or how you're going to abuse someone or think evil of someone. Love is righteous, pure, holy.
So we need to focus on the things that are good, and as we focus on the kingdom of God and him cleansing us, he will make us that man or that new woman that he wants us to be.
Yes, to believe is to truly obey. A lot of Christians say, "Well, look at John 3:16, for God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten Son, that whoever believeth," and they think believeth just means that you believe something about Jesus without any true obedience, but it's clear that faith without obedience is a dead sort of faith. The devil also believes that way about God, he believes God exists, he believes Jesus died and resurrected, that doesn't mean the devil's going to heaven, and neither are those that follow after God only with their lips but not with their actions. Faith without works is truly dead.
I see your comment there about should you wait on the Lord to be baptized or go to a church to be baptized. I can't really give you any guidance there because if you believe that Jesus resurrected from the dead and believe that the Holy Spirit is real and that he blesses people with the gift of the Holy Spirit, you have to also have faith that the spirit of life will guide you in the right direction. So I can't tell you go here or there to be baptized, but if you do believe in Jesus, you need to just pray to him and say, "Lord Jesus, please give me the guidance of where to go to be baptized," and if you have faith in Jesus, then you'll have faith to also believe he will send you the right direction for baptism. But I can't guide you in where to go, but pray and seek the Lord because I know Jesus is the good shepherd, he is our guide, and he will lead you in the right direction. He's the light to our path.
Yes, people get really hung up on that, they say, "Where do I go to be baptized?" And they have no faith that God could even send them someone or somewhere to go to be baptized. But we believe that Jesus resurrected from the dead and he worked all these wondrous miracles, if we believe that he is and he's done all these things, then surely we can believe he can send us water and someone to baptize us, so put your faith in him, wait upon him, and he will guide your path.
I see one of your comments there that you're finding it hard to follow God and repent. If you haven't totally counted the cost, Satan will play a lot of mind games with you, he will start saying it's too hard to repent, it's impossible to repent, you will have no life, you'll have no joy if you truly do it, and you'll be caught in the middle. It's like how James says you'll be tossed to and fro by the waves of the sea and by the wind. So if you're on the fence about it, you have to make up your mind to follow Jesus and stop being pushed back and forth because what's happening is you're listening to your flesh, and your flesh is saying one thing, and then you listen to your spirit, you're listening to the spirit of life speaking to your spirit, and then you want to repent, and then it's too hard because you listen to your flesh. You're going to have to stop riding the fence and make up your mind if you will follow the spirit of life or the spirit of the world.
But it's a strong deception in the world, people are very convinced that they're not going to die, they're very convinced that the pleasures of the world will give them gratification, they're very convinced that man's way will make them happy. And look around, war is pending, people are almost 100% spiritually dead, the world is now plagued with all sorts of problems, all the food, all the rivers, everything's contaminated. Yet people still want to think, "Oh, nothing's happening, the world will go on as it always went on, we are content, we're happy without God." And hordes of people are going every which way, totally content with being a spiritual zombie. It's very dead, it's very spiritually dead in the world, and it's very sad because the world is on its way to hell, and they think that they don't need God, and the Christians aren't being the preservative that they need to be. The Christians are all so self-focused on their church, on doing their ministries, that they're not taking the time to help out Jesus in saving souls while their churches are doing their Sunday meetings and their Sunday brunch and drinking their coffee. Jesus is out there on the streets, calling people to repent, and blood, sweat, and tears with him, while the Christians are so self-seeking and self-centered and supportive of what they're doing, they leave Jesus all by himself. And so if we love the Lord our God, we should be salt and light, we should be doing the Lord's work, we should be calling others to repentance because God is not going to spare those Christians who just think they're going to get into heaven without doing his work. Too many Christians feel entitled, they feel like they are going to heaven because they prayed a prayer years ago, they go to church, they pay tithe, they haven't committed adultery, they've been married for 36 years, so God must let them into heaven, they're very content, and it's sad to see a world that is very content and Christians who are very content in their pollution.
We're here to be the salt and light, to call people to repent, to tell them that they're on their way to hell, and I hope that some people listening today will hear this message, and they will give their life to Jesus, and that they also will become salt and light, but you need to make up your mind, truly make up your mind if you will come out of the world because when you're in the world, you can't see clearly, sin blinds you, all the lusts of the world blind you, but when you come into the kingdom of God, and he gives you a new heart and a new mind and new eyes and ears.
Like I have some bad reception here, I think we can end this live stream here, but I hope this message stirs in someone the desire to repent, to get to know Jesus truly as Lord, to come out of dead religion, and to put their faith in the living God and be saved in these last days that we're living in.